It’s just me.

Had the most horrible chemistry practical…yah loh…well as usual…QA…don’t know what black substances…then mix here add there…do until the hold bench so dirty…[eww]…diaoz…it was a 2hr break before the next lesson…left virtually nothing to do…so went with a few guys to loyang point’s McDonalds to wadste off time…the it was intorductory electronics…Mr Collin went through so fast know…and somemore so sleepy le…so only like 75% of the stuff went in…released at 1pm…haiz…so can’t have study group le…we’ve got something to attend to later on…

Yupz…Eileen’s birthday party…first of all a very happy birthday to you…she’d very kindly invited us to her birthday party…celebrating her 16th birthday…haiz…must apologies to Jon…Zakiah tagged along with us at the last minute…then she’s kinda late at the PP MRT stat…so couldn’t get to him on time…and that led to something real bad…cos’ Eileen and her group made it up the same bus as us…filling it the brim…haiz…had to watch him stare at the bus helplessly as it drove by ignoring his presence…OKE there le…went for a walk with him to Changi village…we weren’t in luck lehz…no 1.5s there…walked back…moments later…made a trip again with some guys to the beach…nothing much to see…pitch dark…dull waters…still winds…a typical singapore coastline…met up with a couple of arriving groups while returning…and good news came too!!!…guess what…
I am awarded the SPF NPCC badge lehz!!!…(if justin’s info is reliable)…!!!YAY!!!…so happy sia…hahaz…the most prestigious NPCC badge…only awarded to at most 100 cadets every year…hehez…*smilez*…very…very proud indeed…hmm…but hor…don’t really know how I got it loh…didn’t even showed leadership qualities lehz…can’t shout…can’t control…well…can plan though…hmm…anyways…still feel good getting the badge…*heez*…
Jon, Cassandra and I went to another beach for ghost stories while the rest went backz…lolz…haiz…but missed the cake cutting…*sadz*…the most important event of the whole celebration…
Then a couple of guyz played cards…stripping as penalty…well the losers did…but photography not allowed…heez…they said wanna go old CH…haiz…made up my mind to go home le then come and persuade me to stay…haiz…really sorry…had to be a spoil spot…cos’ parents already arrived…so…hm…but we still have got another chance have we not??…*winkz*

Haiyohz…why can’t they just let us group ourselves…see lah…we’re ‘dispersed’…not fun de…well but the match I was in was quite a ‘pro’ one though…not like a bunch of geese after a ball that kind…lolz…think too long never play le…fancy staring at the ball as it roll with great majesty into the goal post without doig anything a goalkeeper should’ve done…and not once…but three times…I think…hahaz…

After recess hor…thought got 4 free periods can relax a bit while doing some work…haiz…but turned out to be…haiz…intensive bio training…then straight away after 1/2 hr of reading…already half hypnotised liao…still had to do a 1 hr chem test…got a headache again…

And of course…the time wasting prize giving ceremny rehearsal at 1430…WTH…sat nearly 3 hrs of my life away…somemore it’s such an insignificant acheivement…and people were behaving like mad men…YOU KNOW MY TIME TODAY VERY PRECIOUS DE MAH!!!…so much things to do over the weekends know…and here they are blocking my way…hmp…

OK now…the truth…she’s Amanda from RGS…well some of you might already know le…
Hmm…don’t be mistaken hor…err…she’s not my girlfriend…a further illustration of yesterday’s entry…she’s the one who won the top prize in the Commonwealth Essay Competition that drew 5300 entries from 52 countries…her short story’s on the conflict in values between an old woman and her independent-minded daughter…her story is obtainable from the web…can go take a look…not bad…should say good lah…

Wah…today really kills…after recess…did Bio paper 1…followed by english paper 2…then E maths paper 1 right after …got a terrible headache after that…the difficulty of the maths paper really came as a surprise…didn’t expect such a standard cos’ PRCS always give easy questions…don’t you think it’s a lil late to give tougher questions now?…I feel that they should’ve trained us with these type right from the beginning le…

Mrs Grace Low made a mistake…xue ling’s sitting position last year’s actually my current seat…hmm…maybe the fengshui change liao…cos’ that place not exceptionally ‘wang’ lehz…lolz…mm…but somehow still feel good sitting at the top scholar’s seat lah…
hahaz…and talking about her…apart from knowing that she’s a netballer and the top scholar…mm…nothing much le…oh yah…she had the same A Maths tutor as me…hmm…quite proud…surprised to see her there last year…*heez*…hopefully will do well also loh…

Had a treat from Miss Foong today…mm…the same swiss rolls as yesterday’s…hmp…but hadn’t the chance to taste it then thanks to those hungry ghosts…anyway it’s really good…haven’t tasted such good swiss rolls before…mm…maybe it’s a kind of psychology…cos’ from what miss foong said…their air flown all the way here from Sweden…*wah*…and it’s extremely cheap know…next time must join in the order…
Haiz…chem’s session really ’siong’…how could we do 6 titrations in an hour when one titration exercise already took us half an hour??…as expected…didn’t finish…well rather miserably…only managed to do one cos’ the values keep differ…haiz…

Hmm…just heard my papa talking about this english essay competition…entires from 50 over countries…and champion of course…is from singapore loh…a 15 year old Raffles girl…from what he said hor…she said she was writing it in a rush…lolz…this kinda situation already can win liao ah…*wah*…really envy lehz…papa read her essay…mm…and from what he said hor…it’s very well written (of course lah)…lolz…
compo

“Your favourite Army Open House is here again…”…lolz…since when does an open house of a suffering- casuing organistation be a favourite of mine…thinking of entering army…can be quite scary…total nightmare…ATC’s torturous enough le…but this is gonna be even worse…a 3D2N camp is enough to cause rashes on my arms for a week…not to say 2 years…and still got to face those rascals…AGAIN?!?!?!…NPCC’s experience is more than enough le k…haiz…and hearing news from my tutor about unreported death cases and all that stuff…really seems like hell in there…then again…seeing all of the guys around me coming out of this ‘reshaping machine’ rather safely and well…hmm…don’t know lah…but my allergy to dirtiness is really going to get down hard on me…*kaoz*…”So get out of that sofa, and get into our boots for day.”…lolz…should be enjoying the remaining boot-free days before getting stuck in it for 2 whole years…
Hmm…well…dunno good or bad…turning CI next year le…get to tekan people before getting tekan-ed (again)…dunno can adapt to the change or not…anyways…it’s still 2 years away…let me finish my JC course successfully first (hopefully…no I will de) before getting in…but before all that…right now ‘O’ levels determine my route…so got to do well…

Started on relative velocity today…should say its the first sunday lesson doing RV…last chapter of the year le…hah…finally…or should I say…”hah, so fast ah?”…hmm…find this chapt. OK lehz…not really as tough as many said…but…I must say it’s extremely important to get the basics right…if not it’ll be like a huge mountain up side down…very difficult to tackle…hope it will turn out fine…

Visited my Ah Ma…hmm…been a long time since I saw her le…cos’ always my parents and sis go…giving “tomorrow got test” as excuse…hmm…not entirely wrong mah…Mons did have tests…just that I’ve already revise le loh…but it’s really boring de lehz…everytime went there just sat around staring at the TV…pretending to be watching…not like in the past at her old place…so fun!!…hmm…and perhaps it’s that all my cousins were growing up le…so don’t really talk like before le…*sadz*…anyway…it’s still nice seeing ah ma and the rest… 

Haiz…flushed to the fullest…really did…first it was the sudden news that Jon couldn’t make it for the study group…leaving me with two girls…well that’s still okay…at least they had a partner to talk to and it didn’t seem too weird…then the worst came…unexpectly…Rae said she gota stay for god knows what reason…WTH…totally unprepared for this know…
and so I’m left alone alone with her…did funny stuff to get out of that embarressing situation…composing unreadable messages and then clearing it away character by character…I had absolutely nothing to talk with her…well we did talk a little…meaning the conversations started and ended just as quickly…not like on msn which is just the opposite…the conversation started and would at least last for an hour or two know…it’s really really different when in person…just imagine waiting for trains that don’t seem to arrive for a decade…sitting next to her in the mrt not knowing what to do…or standing in the train…trying to avoid her eyes…it’s really a torturous moment…and I was basically staring away wandering in thoughts…or sometimes pretending to be… to make myself feel more natural…and hopefully to her as well…
Emm…if that had been a real bad session for you…I’m deeply sorry…perhaps I’ll try to be more spotaneous in the future…

Hmm…two HongKongers approached me…in ‘perfect english’…in such fluency and profoundness that I can’t really what they were saying…hmm…they’re heading for the city…asking about taxi fare and stuff…we met again at the mrt station…and the next moment…found sitted in the same cabin…lolz…imagine walking down the streets of Orchard road with a luggage more than half my height…LOLZ…and the way they seemd lost…it’s so funny…haah…hope they’re doing fine now…and best wishes to their stay here…

Yesterday’s Dr Mel Gill’s Uncommon Sense session…hmm…been a month since I last heard him…sure missed his words…this time round…it’s on relationship…not really suitable for me though…lolz…but the last 15 mins were quite alright loh…talking about being tolerant…being able to let down or something…quite interesting to think about it…here’s one of his sentences…”No amount of water in the ocean can drown you until you let the first drop in”…well I guess sometimes we just got to leave things out if we had to…don’t overload yourself with too much matters…not good de…most imporatnt…cos’ we have to carry more or less a positive attiutude to do things well…is it not…

Haiz…very sad…to think they actually used the same theme song for this year’s national day…except they did some kinda remix…haiz…must’ve ran out of ideas le…lolz…talking about talents in singapore…hmm…think they shouldn’t have made it so upbeat…it’s not really that bad lah…but not really fair loh…it’s as though only youngsters are celebrating…even if it’s the case…sinagpore’s birthday is everybody’s birthday…so they ought to give a little thought for the older generations as well…

Yesterday’s the 35th anniversary of moon landing…the day Neil Armstrong opened his mouth on the alien land…”That’s one small step for man. One giant leap for mankind”…haiz…a pity I missed the “race to the moon PART 1″…but never mind…today’s part 2…so wouldn’t really miss much…hahaz…

School today’s like a rojak don’t you think?…people in chinese in indian costumes…indians in malay costumes…there’s korean…vietnamese…lolz…and all lumped together…well the activities in the morning were quite fun…but haiz…they shouldn’t have taken up so much of out time…lost 2 periods of Bio…meaning a practical session…then had to postpone to friday…meaning one less revision session…hmm…then came the “harmony rama”…interesting concert…especially the “blue period” during the price giving…HA HA HA…I’m sure this joke will have its permenant residence in many of our memories…

Joke’s joke…laughter’s laughter…fun’s fun…but in the end…it’s serious matter…firstly…Mr Tan alerted us about the change in JC syllabus…too sudden…and condition’s too devastating to be believed…haiz…poly’s certainly not a route for me loh…the life there’s too sophisticated le…and I havnen’t really chose the course I’d want to take…furthermore you’ll have to be at the top few range to enter the ‘U’…now JC’s turning it’s back too…I won’t mind if I’m a pretty good student…but the fact is…I’m just an average…so now’s as if playing a game like mario…either you clear the stage or you die somewhere along the course…just one slight mistake and you’ll be entirely gone…thing’s pushing you along…you can’t afford to stop…and you can’t really play the same stage again unless you die…and in this case…dying means finished you know…this is extremely terrifying…most of my cousins have made it to the University le…and mostly via the JC route…I want a safe journey too you know…I don’t want to break the chain as well…

Mrs Lim brought up some pointers…pointers which are obvious yet not noticed…really have to act quickly…so most probably won’t be online everyday le…I believe these times can be spent on things which are more beneficial…so…yah…got to start polishing my spear le…

hmm…kinda surprised…you know I scored C6 for english hor…mm…but wan’t called into the remedial for the ‘weak’ lehz…*smilez*…only realised today…lolz…so was kinda demoralised before this good news…well why I say good news lehz…cos’ at least teachers have faith in me that I’m not suppose to be in that grade…after all english language is not a subject you can study for right?…so…yah…it’s good I guess…

Haiz…received back the bio test le…the one I did after I promised to score an A1…apparently I didn’t…haiz…32.5 only know…haiz…maybe because I’ve got tuition that day and had not much free time left for the revision lohz…or it could be that I’m just over confident…or maybe I didn’t do TYS…hmm…the last one seems to make more sense hor…hmm…I’ve never touch my TYS de lehz…but still can get A1…but it seems like it’s different now…so got to do more TYS le…haiz…

Lolz…signed the contract today…say will cut down on the number of hours spent on the net…but still online for so long…well well well…excuses after excuses…don’t know when will ‘break this habit’…