It’s just me.

First of all…a very happy teachers’ day to all teachers in the world…*smilez*…had the celebration today…the silhouette was very interesting…something fresh…lolz…the students’ performances were…hmm kinda a waste of time…but they deserve the credit to put in effort to put up a show lor…hahaz…the english department’s item…BRAVO!!!…hahaz…didn’t know michael jackson went for some enlargements…but miss fernandez did an excellent job!!!…really entertaining…thnx for tt!!…hmm…was pushed to do the job…hehez…but quite honoured lah…presented the mobile to mrs teo lor…hahaz…but hor…the batteries flat liao le…then she was like “eh?…”…hahaz…

Went bacl to PRPS…yay!!!…got to see Miss Yeap again!!!…hahaz…but then she was chatting with my P5 form teacher lor…so sat by a corner lor…also don’t know why…then Mrs Singh saw me…then Miss Yeap turn around…saw me…was very surprised…ouh…so nice seeing her smile…she’s still as lovely…had a lil chat with her…but all the while she’d been the one talking lor…cos don’t really know what to say…hahaz…then after I went…saw gerald at school gate and a few of my ex classmates…hehez…all grown up le wor…hahaz…my friend teaching her how to use msn…hahaz…then maybe next time can ’see’ her more often le…yay!!

And please…please don’t cry will you?…i don’t know why…but you’re making feel sad as well…please don’t do that loh…and what’s worse…I can’t do anything but to hold my presence and emotions in darkness…away from you…hahh…my blessings to you…to become your usual self again soon…and stay that way after that…don’t ever be like this again…

World Stamp Championship…opened today…sia lah…so many people went going to suntec via city link…only managed to breathe upon reaching hall 601…lolz…cos not many people there lor even though it’s an international event…hmm…but a lot of professional stamp collectors…some carrying suitcases and studying stamps with those magnifying tools…or some with a pen in hand taking down god-knows- what…many caucasians there too…and most of them wearing suits de…I would say almost 70% of the collectors sector were run by them…much astounded by their collections…rows after rows of historical covers on sale…and each cost more than $1o (rare)…most of them above $100…some reaching $1000…hahaz…but I managed to get a very good bargain…10 historical covers from British asia for only 40 bucks…muahaha…so managed to fish out some real good stuff(I think)…hahaz…but hor…after spending 2 whole hours on deciding whether to buy or not to buy…I’d forgotten to visit the exhibits…my ultimate motive going there…haiz…

Very excited…kept thinking about tonight’s event right from the morning and I would have the kinda lurch in the stomach everytime I think of it de…hahaz…luckily there’s no afternoon lessons today…Miss Salinah drove Justin and I to buy some stuff then sent us home…got home quite early…had lunch…got everything done up…then set off to meet justin…then yi gang…took a cab to the Police Academy…until the CIs had settled their stuff…we had already stood for an hour plus liao le…lolz…can’t imagine I’ve forgotten how to execute even the most basic commands…hahaz…still got to much uphill to the gymnasium…very far lehz…very thirsty by then and legs were aching…oh yes…and I was already intolerant of my dirty hands le…lolz…did something very silly…

Mr Charles Chong was the G.O.H…and he was late for like15 miutes?…haiyohz…and he seems to be growing fatter le…tummy coming out liao…hahaz…the first few receipients cocked up…cos Mr charles got a different procedure in presenting the award…well but he soon realised ours and learned it fast…everbody was busy taking photos…during the photo taking sessions with the VIPs…wao…we were like Stars…hahaz…miss salinah was very emotional…said she nealy cried when we were onstage receiving the award…then we had our reception…everybody was eating away at the reception area…but we got our place at the table used as the receiving counter earlier on…which was right beside the SPF commisioner and Charles Chong’s cars…so ma lu know…when they walked past us…and we were having out food in our mouth…chewing away when they turned around to greet us…lolz

Haiz…to bad my parents couldn’t make it to the ceremony…but nvm lah…got photos mah…hahaz…actually hor…I really can’t believe I’ll have this day…still doubting my ability…cos since young I don’t really excel much de…and then there I was there attending something so prestigious…hmm…

The first CME lesson since four to five weeks ago…lolz…a CME project that lasted as long…but ended up not having anything on the day of presentation…lolz…Mr Shafiee lost our powerpoint presentation that was saved in his diskette…or rather my group’s…hahaz…so we need not present…he didn’t go after the matter too…hmm…don’t know why…feel that he’s extremely lenient towards our class…joke the whole lessonS…whereas hor…I don’t really see this happening in other classes de…perhaps…the others don’t really like to joke…or maybe they don’t have walking rectum and bitches in class…hahaz…

Badge presentation ceremony’s two days away…hahaz…this morning really funny…thought today’s friday…then got so excited…got back from school today…can’t wait le…polished my badges and belts…ironed collar…did allI got to do to the full U…and the end result?…shuai qi shi zhu ah!!…hahaz…cos wearing it to school also mah…so must do it perfect to impress…and that person may be seeing too…

Oh yah…hmm…tonight got Dr Melgill’s session…very long never listen to the programme le cos can’t really wait that long…by the time it strikes 2330…I’m already thinking about the impossibles le…hahaz…anyway…nice programme this is…do tune in if you’ve the time…it’s only on wednesday on news radio 93.8…*winkz*

Lolz…gave me such a fright…mrs lim said I scored C for the mock paper…but it turned out to be a little better…A2…merely got through to that A…well…quite disappointed still…like she said…she’d gone through so many revisions with us and yet still producing such results…especially me…use to score A1 for all her topical tests…but revision tests were the opposite…so must go see her le…got back the paper…still don’t know where went wrong…

Hmm…assembly was all about a video on “Creativity” by a NG photograher…hmm…somewhat like a motivational speech to me…hahaz…saying is always much easier than action…hahaz…all of that crap he blabbered sounded very logical ang intelligible…but after he finished le hor…all that went in came out again…i mean the things which he spoke of are already repeated for the hundreth or even the thousandth time already…and I don’t see any practicality to keep thinking of seizing the right opportunity at the right time at the right place every moment…thought creativity is something which cannot be grasped…like inspirations…well that’s certainly how I feel…

Went for eye check up…cos was having problems seeing distant objects…degree shot up by a 1oo…so it’s 400+ for each eye now…quite bad…hahaz…going to the optics has always been a delight…cos it meant i get to change a new specs le mah!!…hahaz…got back the same brand…but its a total contrast to the one i’m wearing now…can’t wait to collect it on thursady…*winkz*

Woke up late…lolz…rushed to school to find that I was early…all were late…*sick*…
what’s better’s that chem class wasn’t on today…haiyohz…so wasted 2 hours…most of them went to play captain’s ball…lolz…really funny lehz…esp. when they’re in uniform…can you imagine the best class doing such a thing??…hahaz…like so retarded…hahaz…hmm…don’t really know why…but I’m kinda having a fear towards bio le…mrs lim kept saying I’m underperforming and all…haiz…and my results dropped as if its falling from a cliff and for no reason…the way she spoke to me and that kind of expression she gave…haiz…under a lot of pressure now…for bio i mean…

Really sad…Li Jia Wei lost the match to the freakingly noisy north korean…haiz…she was that close know…but still she lost…but I think she’d done a great job…since she has little experience in such big occasion and could actually made it so far…hmm…I’m sure she will be able to make it for the next olympics de loh…

Hahaz…finally S.E.N.S. is advertising themselves le…perhaps the first commercial ad in singapore…haiz…now that the ‘beans’ are let out…think they’re going to be more pupolar here le…no longer as ‘cool’…hahaz…

Lolz…was just praising that thai guy who thrashed Susilo…he got thrasehd equally as bad today…by this indonesian…think he’s called Hydayat…wao…he’s far better…he countered most of that thai guy’s attcks very easily know…he’s movements were not swift but very smooth…and he made that poor thai guy run and jump here and there just to catch the shuttlecock…haiz…really poor thingy…9-15 and 2-15 …that’s the score…haiz…

Something worse…Mrs Lim said “TiongTiong ah”…how come like that?…hah?…never study ah?…well…she said I did badly for the bio mock…got a C I think…haiz…really don’t know why lehz…said my answers very indirect and was disappointed that I didn’t pay attention in class…but I did!!!…I studied as well!!!…I seriously have not the slightest idea what has happended to my answers…it seems my bio grades started dropping after the june holidays…very bad…haiz…get back paper then say lah…

And something which really made my day…hahaz…can’t elaborate much…hahaz…and so was the reason y blog music is changed…really feel wonderful tonight…think the elvis’ one week tribute stopping here le lah…next time then put…*winkz*

Today’s been a bad day for me…really depressed…is it really that difficult??…or is it that it’s impossible??…I hate the wait…well you may not know but you’re making a person sick all because of you do you know that…for a reason not valid…and I seriously don’t see any reason how it is in any way going to mean any ham to you…please don’t bother asking what’s happened cos I won’t say…right…that’s it for today…feeling real bad…

First thing’s first…happy birhday to me!!!…turn sixteen le…meaning I can do much more stuff…for example (heez)…and meaning I’m one year older…one year nearer to the grave…one year more mature (suppose to be)…17 auhust’s a good day to be born…good date…auspicious day…but too bad…it’s Indonesia’s national day…among the hundreds of national days…hundreds of days of a year…my birthday clashes with indonesia’s national day…well perhaps it might not be so bad after all…it’s a potential mighty country…who knows?…hmm…appears to be a normal day…just that I felt a lil funny repeatedly writing my birthdate on every single piece of assignment…hahaz…and lucky I didn’t tell many people today’s my birthday…if not they’ll be singing the song in class…making a big fuss…and making me embarressed…hahaz…and there’s also a lil pleasant surprise during chemistry…Mrs Low added too much calcium into the water…then too much hydrogen given off…hahaz…the whole class’ on the verge of becoming charred…and on came the first so-called sophisticated experiment i’ve seen…that’s reacting magnesium with steam…*coolz*…also the first time I see glass melts…and its really fascinating seeing how a hole in the tube could blast with such a strong flame with a single spark…wao…and then there’s the burning of different metals…this one’s soso only loh…cos seen before le…but this is definitely the best science lesson in 4 years…hahaz

waowaowao…365 days passed really fast…with a blink…toml will be my next birthday le…yah…so today’s my birthday eve…hahaz…hmm…can’t think of any restaurants off hand so…back to last year’s venue…the a la carte buffet nearly caused my life…stomach almost burst know…was that full…the dishes just came unknowingly…hahaz…and…made a birthday wish today…or rather two…one for this and the other for that…cannot say de…if not it will not come true…heez…

Well…today…as many might know is Elvis’ Death Day…august 16…that’s right…and to think I’m born the day after he died…his end marks the beginning of me…maybe that’s why I’m a big fan of his…hahaz…so I’ll always remember this day de…there’s a song commemorating this king of rock and roll…”I’ll always remember elvis presley”…really de…i used to have this song…but haiz…shan’t bring back bad memories…hahaz…today also hungry ghost festival…must be a really meaningful anniversary for elvis…’shuang xi lin men’ for him…hahaz…lolz…this blog’s going to display some of elvis’ greatest hits for a week as a tribute to this great singer!!!…