It’s just me.

Tried this from OKE’s blog…lolz…i really so great ah…hahaz…anyway…it’s kinda fun…no harm giving it a try

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of – the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations – and don’t ever
change – the world needs more people like you.

Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available
through treefreegreetings.com) – words added by
myself.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings – Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Hmm…long time since I last blogged…seeing the others all not blogging, busy studying…didn’t really feel like blogging too…lolz…another thing’s that there isn’t really much stuff to blog about as well…other than life during prelims…yeah…saying I was mugging my way through these few days isn’t exactly right…isn’t exactly wrong either…cos’ was in my dungeon for hours and hours perfecting my jiu yang zhen jing…hahaz…but then hor half of the time was spent dreaming and sms-ing lor…seeing the volumes after volumes of manuals to revise really makes me feel sick sia…hahaz…and…it’s been very nice chatting with teresa over the messages…yeah…guess that’s what’s able to make me sit by the desk for so long bah…hahaz…surprising we can carry our habit over to the phone after her com. crashed…*winkz*

I don’t know lor…have a feeling my english isn’t going to turn out well…perhaps…its because of the summary bah…didn’t complete…not because there’s no time…but the summary was real tough…the ‘feelings’ part…just couldn’t find any thing about that…so only completed half of it…*goner sia*…Marlina said you’ve got to read between the lines (or that’s what I heard about what she said)…then OKE said can find from the passage…haiz…whatever…what’s over’s over…concentrate on the other coming subjects first…then panick later…hmm…today’s bio paper 2 was kinda easy to me…or at least i could answer everything lor…hahaz…don’t know whether the answers are what they’re asking for*pray hard*…was expecting a much tougher paper though…after seeing the questions that can be asked on artificial selection and genetic engineering…

And yah…changed the blog music…nice song…meaningful song as well…conveyed a little something from my heart…

The whole day’s dedicated to SS…yeah…did nothing but SS…*sianz*..,good thing i finished…hahaz…finished sec 3 book to be exact…haiz…sadz ah…still got the virtually untouched sec 4 book…scary lehz…gave me shudders every time i see the book which looks as good as new…serves me right for not revising regularly lor…too bad…hmm…but good thing at least i don’t have to worry so much about my Maths (but still need to practise lah)…hmm…science as well…at least all the information is up there le lor…except lack of practice also…hahaz…think i’m coming loose from my motivation le…*again?*…yeah…people are crazy nowadays know…study and study like nobody’s business…*shivers*…always make me feel very guilty…but have to say…this is the first time i’m actually preparing for an exam a moe than a week ahead lor…in the past always study a day before the real thing de…i really don’t know…don’t know of i should work doubly hard…practise TYS and all…do intensive revision…or should i go my usual way which is…study the day before then respective papers…but if i do that…it will seem to me like i’m not putting in enough effort…but i’ve been doing very fine lehz…and if i really change my way of preparation…scared i’ll get stressed up…and things get worse…i don’t know how it’ll turn out lor…uncertain about the route i’m supposed to take…can anyone give any intelligent suggestions??…

Hmm…very long never update le…cos don’t feel like it lor…anyways…let’s start things proper…hahaz…tuesday…saw mrs lim after school for a 2 hour session…it’s the first time in 4 years that I approached a teacher to seek help in my work…hahaz…asked about practical…very useful…partly cos zoe kept asking questions…then i learn as well…hahaz…

And it took me 2 days to figure out whou Mr Yong ( that teacher with mrs Low in our class) was
…he hor…hahaz…was actually my Arts teacher in primary 6!!!…LOL…can’t imagine sia…hahaz…then everytime i see him I can’t stop laughing…hahaz…anyways…got to get all the yearly chemistry papers ready by tomorrow…so many!!!…hmm…haven’t really finish them yet…not intending to also…maybe later on lor…

Had the cam. shooting after school one day…can’t remember which day le…mdm kamisah kept putting the microphone in front of me…then made me so nervous…then the class always laugh…so paiseh…but at last…I managed t o think of the teacher whom i want to thank…that’s fo course ______…hahaz…secret…haiz…then finally my turn (by force)…was so nervous…stumbled on some of the words…said things which came to mind…haiz…very bad lah…

Miss Salinah told us if we’re nominated (which is very likely)…the CI course will be from the 26th Nov till the 18th Dec…kaoz…so long sia…nevermind the tough training…what’s worse’s that the Prom Night’s on the 25th Nov!!!…what the…can’t even enjoy my prom night ah…the last moment in school le lor…very bad leh…haiz…then want to go overseas also a problem le…won’t have a lot of time planning the trip…still got to choose the destination and all that stuff…kaoz…

Haiz…sianz…_____’s com spoil le…can’t come online till after Os when she got her com fixed…haiz…gona miss chatting with he terribly…just hope she can have it fixed asap lor…for the time being…maybe ’survive’ on sms lor…hahaz…
teresa

Wao…perhaps the most utilised day during the holidays…kicking off with a 3-hour session of A maths with my shifu…*big bang* man…getting quite sick of those questions le…hahaz…hmm…very witty but thoughtful of him to think of such a an idea…hmm…it’s been his yearly service…to who?…to us of course *winkz*…hahaz…calculator delivery service…that’s what he’s providing…if we ever forget to bring calculator on the Maths exam dates…just give him a call andddd wala!! no more worries!!…he’ll fetch one right to your school gate…hahaz…quite impossible to happen right?…well it did happen once he said…hahaz

Hmm…back from the extra class…was an hour of revision…then online for a while…hmm…very queasy…don’t see many people online lehz…even now too…don’t know if they’re slacking or doing intensive revisions…hmm…think most probably the latter bah…scary know…especially the absence of teresa (online) since the start of the holiday…but it gives me a kind of motivation as well lor…don’t dare to stay online too long le…so when i’m left with nothing else to do…study lor…then somehow or another…got hold of some worksheets…felt uneasy about it…so began sorting out all the subject files…wah…headache sia…spent more than 2 hours getting them in order…hmm…but it’s definitely worth then time bah i guess…cos’ everything’s ready for me to start revision le…proper revision le…I seriously think everybody around me who used to lack and slack are pushing themselves extremely hard now…a big wake up call for me…I gota push myself doubly hard le…and this means I won’t be updating my blog as often le…but still will come online of course…the only means of relaxation…hahaz…well…lucks to all in your revision*smilez*…haiz…really regretted wasting my time these couple of days…but what’s gone’s gone…gota make up for it le lor…

It seemed very much that…I’m all alone to face you even though I received much advices throughout the course of knowing you…well i really don’t know you know…it’s a very confused kind of feeling…two days, twice online…you ignored…well…that’s fine with me…in the midst of being extremely pessimistic about what might be happening…I still made room for an optimistic point of view…but I still made a safer decision…didn’t bother you yesterday…today either…i suppose i won’t be getting a pleasant surprise of a message from you today bah as usual…hah…everytime you’re ‘online’…how i wished to receive a message from you to tell me what’s happened the past few sessions…haiz…well…tomorrow i shall try again…if it’s still the way it is…then i guess i shall not persist…no doubt i won’t be able to let go as quickly…i’ll allow time to…and I’ll always hope for a miracle…and that all my assumptions are untrue…

Hmm…don’t know what happened to blogger yesterday…kept failing to republish my blog…so yesterday’s entry was a little late…hmm…had combined humans extra class today with class 4/8…miss foong really pro…covered everything (geog and ss) in 2hours…*wao*…guess all the points are there in the notes le…and with self revision…hmm…shouldn’t be a problem lor…

anyways…dad took a leave today…so visited the army open house with him lor…*haiz…actually don’t wish to go out today de*…took MRT all the way to jurong know…*kaoz*…then from there got to take a shuttle service to the SAFTI- MI…hahaz…Jack Neo was there singing the army songs of those days…hmm he sang quite well…surprised he still remembered the lyrics…hahaz…hmm…other than ammunitions and weapons and tankers and cars(don’t know what you call that) and planes and some other exhibits…nothing much to see de lor…the NS men all seemed so serious de….as in you could sense a kind of feeling de lor…and it shows on all of their faces de…hmm…the return journey was much more interesting!!!…hahaz…dropped at city hall and went shopping…hahaz…nothing but albums!!!…spent half an hour deciding…then finally made the choice after half an hour…lolz…hmm…actually wanna buy the andy lau’s “very best” album…but the customer assistant spoiled the cover…haiz…the only one left lehz…

A whole new experience…a great change…should say it’s a complete transformation….hahaz…been thinking of changing the blog layout for very long le…but too lazy to do it…especially after seeing the thousands of blogskins available…hahaz…but finally managed to get one…but it’s only recently as you can see…hahaz…hmm…quite satisfied with this change…very lightening (if there’s such a word)…and the music…yeah…goodie goodie…just the right kind of atmosphere i wish to create…don’t you agree?…it’s like a cosy little corner…hahaz…oh yah…think my little message at the bottom of the page had turned mouldy le hor…hahaz…also changed it!!…hope you like it =)

Hmm…bad bad…Mr Ng issued out the timetable le…6 and a half solid HOURS of A maths this week!!!…haiz…but for good grades in O levels…what to do…just got to bear with it lor…anyway…there isn’t much holiday assignments for this holiday too…so can do revisions…hope this time it’s serious…go to make sure it is if it’s not…hahaz

It’s like having the last piece of wood now…the newest…the purest…the ‘bestest’ of all…all the others have already been carved, good or bad…sold or unsold…priced or cheap…a brand new piece now lies in front …tools in hand…well…the result of this…whether it will turn out to be a priced masterpiece or another piece of unwanted lumber will depend on the kind of effort spent on it…this piece as I’ve said is the last…and it’ll be the last of chances to give it a go and make sure it turn out well…at the start…you would think of all sorts of fancy designs to display…becoming ambitious…not that it’s bad…but it often doesn’t turn out the way you want it to be…it may be due to laziness…or sometimes you just have to work within your ability…achieving bit by bit…like…you don’t need a classic mansion with fancy designs and all that stuff to say it’s beautiful…sometimes…simplicity does a greater job…

Today’s the last day of term 3 le…so fast hor…last time used to say “still got 3 more moths to prelims mah”…now, its “only 3 more weeks to prelims”…and ahead lies a 7 day break…what lies afterwill definitely drive me crazy de if…i don’t do something…and I guess…I really have to reduce my tempts for _______ now…there’s always time for that…and this term’s results…hmm…those that i did badly seemed to improve…but those that I’ve did rather well seemed to be sliding down…don’t know why…perhaps it’s again…not enough effort put in…

haiyohz…my goodie shi fu ah…today’s supposed for you to be on leave…still pull us back…haiz…went for A maths extra lesson early in the morning at 9…first one there…twenty minutes early…he was just outside the centre opening the door when i arrived…lolz…forgot to wish him a happy teacher’s day today…but luckily did it yesterday le lor…one an a half hour of matrix…hmm…so ambitious…actually wanted to cover kinematics as well de…heng he can’t extend the lesson cos having the next class right after ours…hahaz…but must say he’s really really superb lor…sacrificing his off day for us…and he’s the only staff operating the centre know…all for us…so touched…hmm…by the time I reached home…already 11+ le…so much stuff to do…hmm…but didn’t do much today…at least finished 2 chemistry yearly papers in 6 hours?…hmm think even longer…really can’t settle myself to study today…probably because had a late night yesterday…it’s only in the evenings that i remembered about tomorrow’s mock paper and physics test…(no wonder so few people online today)…but can’t be bothered le lah…really heck care…so just browsed through…already studied for them last week before anyway…here’s wishing all teachers a very happy teacher’s day again!!=)