It’s just me.

Overall, all I have for my grades for prelims is: it suck. It really does. And thanks Sheena =) for wasting your kou shui on me. I have no time for thinking about others right now. It’s my results which I should be concerned about. Whoever’s better than me, I shouldn’t be worried. At the end of the day, as long as I know I’ve put in my best, I shall be content and gladly accept whatever that is going to turn out. At least I know I’ve given my best shot. No more “tommorrows”. I will start right now. yeah.

And like some others, I won’t be blogging until Os is over. Everyone out there, especially my fellow classmates, now we’ve got to work real hard for our future. It’s not like CAs where you could always try again. However impossible the road before you seems to be, just put in your best effort. At the end of the day, like I’ve said, you know you’ve harvested the sweetest fruit you truly deserved. We will continue to work as a class to strive for our best yeah. Anytime, just anytime you’ve questions, you can always approach me and I’ll try to help to the best of my ability. We learn together now. And I’ll be needing you all as well…in many ways. All the best!!

Got back some of the results today…hmm…overall ah…mm quite unsatisfying bah…bio just managed to scrape through…chemistry a low distinction (Mrs Low forgot to add 3 marks sia…haiyoh…xia si wo le)…english…i think i did better then i had expected…thought i’ll fail lehz…but got a B3 lor…*wah…bu cuo bu cuo*…

And…i don’t know why…was (and still is) extremely affected by this person’s performance in the prelims…all that “slpt the whole day”, “huh? havent touch de bk yet”, “watching tv now” she’d told me…well maybe it’s true…erm…not that i am concerned about her…but er…somehow felt that she’d betrayed my trust lor…mm…maybe she’s really smart bah…maybe I’ve undermined her abilities…in any case…i still congratulate her for her great results =)

Hmm…today’s not a productive day…said wanna finish off chemistry homework today de…but end up only finishing 80% and I don’t think I’m going to do the long answer questions bah…too lazy le…hahaz…then also didn’t touch on any research…got to do it fast or it will hinder my revision for Os…haiz…reservations andall that stuff…headqche sia…hmm…think i fell in love with “yu jian” (theme for turn left turn right)…spent like 4 hours mastering the piano score…hahaz…in the end only managed the first 2 lines…haiz…zhen shi bai…but i will continue to jia you de…i must master this song asap!!

At last…found my physics workbook le…thanks to mrs lim…she was going through bio paper 1 with some of 4/7’s students in their class…then saw a green book…thought is bio workbook (but since when did we have a bio workbook??)…anyways…then found it was my physics workbook lor…hahaz…but also don’t know what’s it doing in that classroom lehz…

First time I tasted failure in physics papers…all the while for the past exams…I’ve been clinging to that A1 so easily…been enjoying success…this time…it came down real hard on me…first it was the paper rwo…didn’t have time to do a lot of questions…didn’t have time to think…then the paper 2 today…made a grave mistake while shading the OTAS when i’m only left with one minute…so last five questions were left blank…haiz…i’m getting more and more demoralised…don’t know whether it’s because the paper’s real tough…or I haven’t put in enough effort…or that my standard has dropped…or because I was complacent…wo zhen de bu zhi dao lehz…really don’t know what’s happening to me…it’s not a good sign to experience this right now when Os is nearing…

Wo ye bu zhi doa leh…but feel that I’m beginning to let go a lot of stuff le…hmm…feeling very troubled…especially with my physics workbook missing at this point in time…if anybody happen to take it accidentally or purposely…or have seen it please please freturn it to me or let me know okie?…

HaIz…very bad…yesterday’s physics paper was quite tough…didn’t have time to finish…hmm…then the geography paper ne…didn’t follow closely to the time…so was left with half an hour to do section B (25 marks!!!)…even worse, overlooked a 9 mark question…nearly didn’t do the question lehz…so was like slacking a bit when completing the remaining 2 questions which i thought was all that’s left of the paper…hAiZ…then there’s bio paper 1 today…hmm…quite easy lor…the real disappointment is the A Maths paper 2…think it was badly done bah…planned the time badly…also don’t know how I managed to use up the whole one hour for the last 3 questions…all of the questions…thinking back…were quite easy…I just don’t know what went wrong lehz…simple questions also forgot how to do sia…Stupidly did 12 either…all the answers were so funny…the fractions which i got were very unfriendly de lor…haiz…die le lar…heard people say 12 or was a breeze…feel like banging the wall now…

Hehez…paiseh OKE…stole something from your blog again…but this quiz is fun…short and simple…and rather true…

You’re a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people’s company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you’re
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You’re a good friend
for in-depth talks. You’re very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can’t see
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First of all…a very happy belated children’s day to all children and those who think they’re one…hahaz…for me and some others ne…we started our celebration with chemistry prelims papers…found it rather ok bah…not too difficult and not too easy…hahaz…and Mr Tan gave us children’s day gift lehz…so nice of him…before chem paper one he approached me to remind me to collect it after the paper…then I was so worried know…cos I know I’m sure to forget to do it de…so I wrote a little note (rather big actually) on the rough foolscap paper…hahaz…anyway thnx mr Tan for ur children’s day gift *smilez*…haiz…got to study for physics and geog…yeah…both papers on the same day…got to carefully plan my study strategy…hahaz…hmm…finished the whole of ohm sutra le…got to move on to the ohm sutra workbook…haiz…but it shouldn’t take too long bah…after that still have to study geography from the first chapter…haiz…
Hmm…oh yah…changed the blog music again…another great tune…