It’s just me.

Hahaz.. in college now. Having GP tutorial in the com lab. So cool to be blogging in school =) perhaps u should try it yorself too.. lolz. And yah, for once it made us (moi class) realise that the chinese (PRC) population is INDEED larger than Singapore (adapted from John)… hahaz cos the S’pore to China ratio is a pathetic 3:7 *bleah*.. most likely ponning all the other lectures after this.. just here for the sake of coming school. I mean it’s better to come for school and having your friends to share your anxiety.. and from the PRC scholars.. esp Xia Wen, thanx for our moral support!! =)

Release of Os results’ just in about less than half a day’s time *hands clasping my face* Really don’t know what’s gonna happen after that. Life ahead seems so unpredicatable now. It’s like.. anything can happen.. everything I have now can change. That brings me to realise again.. that reality is hard.. yah.. hope for the best.. Kk…shall stop here for now.

Supposed to go cannoeing with crystal and friends yesterday. But then had to miss it cos there’s a family function more important than this outing that I had to attend.. haiz.. what a pity. Found out that they didn’t cannoe in the end. Flew kite instead. Still so fun!! Hahaz.. went for a family dinner instead. Still not too sure what occasion called for such a reunion. Yah.. very puzzling. Then after dinner we went for a few rounds of bowling. Lolz.. fared pretty badly though. For one, was trying to learn spinning the bowl. And also.. had PE the day before and my arms hasn’t fully recovered from the recent bowling experience. My right arm was in such devastated condition that it can’t even hold an 11 kg ball properly.. lolz. It’s still hurting now know..=[

Haiz. Hp spoilt. Guess I’d accidentally stepped on it.. that’s why the screen cracked.. hahaz. It was really bad though. I was so blur to think. initially, that I was seeing a beautiful flower on my screen when in actual fact it’s the cracks. Most probably sending it for repair these few days. Haiz..

Tomorrow.. is the day. So fast. So soon. Whatever the results turn out to be, it doesn’t matter. What’s more important’s that we have the courage to face reality, have hopes for our future, and move on with life. The harvest should depend on how well you’ve taken care of your crop.. and you’ll get what you deserved. So don’t worry guys.. hoping the best for everyone receiving their O lvl results tomorrow.

Perhaps it’s one of those moodswings again.. is it? Feel so stupid right now.. and I seem to be doing everything the don’t-feel-right way. so irritating. My mind’s kinda jumbled up.. unorganised thoughts.. illogical reactions to stuff.. feeling weird..acting weirdly too.I’m sure this entry’s very badly written.. see.. can’t even write properly.. haiz.. sianz

Anyway, went with pillai and OKE to the park. Had quite a great stroll to the western end of the park where we sat and chatted with the company of the sea breeze. So cool. And yah.. the moon’s actually red. Amazing huh? Went home at around 9+…

O lvl results officially released next monday. It’s here.. finally.. 3 months’ just gone like that and i’ve yet to reflect on how wisely I’ve spent my days. Recalling, not long ago, how excited I was about the release of O lvl results. Still excited though. Just that it’s accompanied by a rather different mentality now. Whatever the case is, results aren’t going to change because of the particular way i feel about it. So i guess i’ll try to leave everything to the actual day itself. It’s hard.. I know..

Received Marlina’s gift. It’s a rooster sculpture kinda thing which I took the whole day and by some luck to figure out that it’s actually a whistle.. lolz. *so sweet!!* Thanks Marl.. i really really like it very very much =) Hahaz.. yours is coming soon too.. shall pass it to you on Monday.. what I feel’s that it isnt as nice as what you’ve given me lehz..in any case, hope u like it..

It’s been a fun- filled experience of school today. Started off with half the class absent. Then a couple more PRC scholars left. And finally, James, Xia Wen and I decided to leave as well. Hahaz.. i mean.. come on, what’s the tutors going to teach with about 5 students left in the tutorials? The influence spread across my PRCS peers too.. hahaz. So the huge group of us left TPJC in the middle of lessons like nobody’s business For some reasons, the other guys were neglected after that and went on seperate ways from the PRCS gang. Then after much much thought, we decided to rest our hands on majong tiles first before we do anything else. So off we went to Xing Qi’s place to play majong.. hahaz!! AGAIN!! lolz..Her parents were home. But there wasn’t much commotion about us ponting school though. Hahaz..instead they kinda participated in our majong game too!! hahaz.. Then we dropped by Downtown East for 2 games of bowling. Justin, Shi Han and Joel joined us halfway through the first. Was able to learn how to make that heavy ball curl as it slides down the lane finally.. all thanks to Shi Han =) Saw Miss Yeap there. She was with the PRPS kids who were there to bowl as well (it’s their cca). Yeah.. then we dropped by McDonalds. Came across Miss Salinah and a few current NP NCOs from my unit.. well we’ll be meeting again on monday..
In all, skipping school is so cool =D Hahaz..was in a state of shock for quite awhile initially. Just couldn’t believe I was doing that. Or rather.. we were doing that. Hahaz!! My youth days aren’t completely studious and mundane now.. at least I’ve ever ponned school.. cool huh??…hahaz it is!!

As things are going on..

Was feeling stupid..

Was feeling stupid again..

Here’s myyyyyy….grandma ^_^

that’s my 3rd uncle phylosophising.. hahaz

The dunno-how-many-time we’re doing this.. lolz