It’s just me.

Promos coming, stress’ buiding up, feeling weak, growing tired. Suppose this is how a caged bird would react when it’s freed.. out of the kingdom it once dominated, where everything seemed easy to get at, where reality was beautiful.. yah? It was caged, literally. Then those locked gates seemed to open all of a sudden. It stepped out only to find the intimidating truth of what’s real. But it’s got to face it anyhow. It should’ve realised by now, that it pays for everything it should want to achieve, that a positive mind set will help it through tough times. Little bird tells me that I’ll be able to make it through. Little bird tells me not to give up. Little bird tells me to be strong. And I will.

I missed your presence.. Seems like work has quite broken our touch. Used to see each other every night didn’t we? But you’re going to tell me this isn’t for long.. right? Really missed your presence. You’re dear to me. And I wish, hopefully, I mean something to you too. Just wanna let you know, I’m still concerned about you as much as always =D

You know what, I hate being fooled, especially when someone attempts to intrude my privacy in the midst of doing so. Fortunately I caught a glimpse of the disclaimer at the bottom of the page. Knowing it could be a prank, I was cautious with my answers. To think I said I masturbated less than 7 times a week.. hmm.. plus i visit porn sites too!!..LolZ!! Ahaz! true enough, it really is a trick from FREAK. But I didn’t expect the results to be sent to her though. Looking at the absurd answers I gave, I’m really scared FREAK’d take them for real..

Shall not hold it against FREAK this time round. FREAK didn’t mean evil intentions.. or did FREAK??
Hahaz kkx.. no more nonsense from you k?

It was a happy birthday for the five august babies last wednesday. Hahaz.. an exceptionally huge piece of fruit-topped cake with an exceptionally big piece of chocolate for the names too!! XD ..

Then I had the OCIP interview, yup, on my birthday. Any extra luck here?
Was fired at with many many questions which I wasn’t really prepared for =(. Just hope I’ll be short-listed..

*Grinz* You can’t imagine how thrilled I was when I received that message from friendster. Thanks for the so called birthday testimonial yah? Just wanna let you know, that you’ve made my day again. I’m glad that you’re the one =D

Thanks to you, crystal, 96535720, beky and jon for your well wishes..

..O5S6E for celebrating my birthday!! Thank you all much much k?!! =D
Hahaz though the present seemed to have run away with its own legs, it’s okie..yah? It’s not really important to me anyway.. Just take it that I’ve received it and that.. I’m happy and everyone’s happy about it.

Thanks again, guys. Appreciated it loads!!

And of course.. to you: hahaz little did I expect the first bdae msg was from you. It truly made my day. Honestly, I could’ve done without the rest and be just as happy.. you know. Specially to you, thank you. Thank you for making my day, my happiest bdae ever =)

Will update more in the coming days bah.. kk gtg.. really poached for time now

It was as if I had my precious 16th birthday yesterday. But the 17th is coming in a few days time! That’s like, god damn fast. A year’s gone, with so many events and changes. Certainly coloured my life to the most unrecognising tone of colours. Looking back and ahead, I’d think I’ve just passed the most exciting, fun-filled and memorable period of my life, don’t we all think so?– the celebration of true friendships..the O levels..the first prom nite..first love..turning from kiddos to aspiring young people.. But I’m sure there’s more to come ahead..yah? =D

And yup, little did I expect (and will you too) that the highly speculated jue dui superstar, Jun Yang, shares the same birthdate as me.. hahaz!! Oh.. so does that mean I can sing well too? XD

So happens that this day’s also the date when Inodnesia proclaimed its independence 60 years ago. SO it’s kind of their national day or something. Also the day Goba, some African country, gained independence from France. Kewl huhh!? Will put up more when the 17th finally comes.. so interesting!..hahaz

Another week passed smoothly. But it seems the next will be quite a ride though =X.. with tests, assignments..projects.. We’ll see how it goes along the way. Don’t feel like bothering anymore for now.

Hmm birthday wishes? Other than a successful scholarship application in two years time and of course great exam results, erm.. and continuous love from family and friends, all I want is a personalised birthday greeting from ‘you’.. May be only two words, but that’s already more than enough. Will you make me the happiest person of the day?

I’m feeling so patriotic today!! I mean, who won’t? It’s really a great feeling to know we’ve come thus far, hand in hand, so united as one, and that a bright future ahead is ours to make.. as singaporeans! The fact that we’ve worked miracles just makes me so proud to be.. a singaporean! And so I’m determined to work hard and make the red dot shine forever!.. I know it will =D Hope it’s still not too late to wish her: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!
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From Taiwan…

From Jarkata…

From Christchurch…

From Queensland…

From France…

From USA…

Received the FREE (as they’ve always emphasized) national day T-shirt proudly presented by NYJC..Grins! Design’s not too bad though, but it’s the kind where one look and you can tell there can be lots of room for improvement.. haha. Alright alright, shan’t criticise too much, since it’s free after all =P

Yes!! Smells of national day in the air yah?!? No no no. Should I say, a long holiday’s ahead!! *claps* But it’s no way gonna be lax on me, with so many assignments due and tests coming up that I’ll be at a loss without an orgnaiser mann =X Here comes the common word: stress.. BUT. For the time being, who cares about them anyway?!? Will have some fun first.. hahaz

Recently some foreign college students came over under an immersion program. But why Indonesians!?! Bad. As much as I would like to get rid of the bad image I have of them, they just proved otherwise; those slaker faces. We were always joking about them trying to teerrorise the college since the first day.. hahaz! KKx.. enough of cruel jokes.

Just some other updates on the happenings these days:
-Lunch at vegeland almost everyday.
-Mrs Tan’s tummy’s getting bigger by the day.
-Just had the longest schooling day ever- from 7.0am to 6.10pm
-Still struggling getting my head above the sickening pull up bar.
-Sex talk ended up talking about the brands of condem available at seven eleven, and how using two at a time is going to be ineffective. Cos Mrs Tay was absent =D
-Finished half the chinese novel!
-Borrowed books meant for PW research overdue even before I could even get a glance of it.