It’s just me.

Finally I’m getting over the trauma(^-^). There’s no point fretting over spilt milk. I’ll just go get another glass, there’s no big deal. Furthermore I’ve worked miracles. What’s there I can’t accomplish?

“…if you really want something bad enough and you show your passion for it, you will eventually get it.” I will live by this quote for the next 31 days.

Haha. At last I’m changing my blog add. Been hoping to do so for ages but was just simply put off by the many inconveniences. It seems to be waiting for the right moment. And I think this is=D

It feels quite paradoxical right, when I say I’m a zealous trekker but the blogskin is that of me tucked in bed. You see, ‘休息是为了走更长远的路’! ;P

You know yesterday I had a rather weird dream. In the distant yet familiar setting, I had fallen in love with a girl, no, a female ghost, rather. I felt my feelings for her was so unwaveringly true. The fact that she was a ghost came so natural for me to accept, as if she was just another girl, a living one. In the dream, I was going to attend a function–it looked like a D&D–with her as my partner. Surprisingly, as I awoke to realise, she’s no more than a college mate whose name I don’t even know. .!

I really hope she can be more accepting and understanding of her. After all, you’re kins. And anyway, she isn’t as bad as you imagine. She can’t possibly be, that’s quite a fact. Yet she’s been striving to improve, just like your mom has. I too wish to have back those days of childhood, when you’d come over for a night, or two, and the many fond memories we seeded in many other places. More realistically for now, since she and I have all grown up, I hope our relationship can be kept as intimately close like before…
The day when you can forgive and forget.

The long break at home really gave me ample time to contemplate and reflect whatever I’ve seen, heard, done.. whatever there is. Hmm.. but I guess there were too much thoughts swivelling in there at a go, I become more confused actually. Lol. It’s not that I want it that way, but they just kept coming. As much as I couldn’t comprehend, some were hard for me to embrace… In any case, that was still a break from work yup?=D

I believe I will be on hiatus soon, from here, maybe till after the exam. I really hope so. But angel is telling me that I should archive these precious moments, just in case I miss them when I grow up. So……….

Tomorrow shall be the day I regain and double up my momentum. But eh? Don’t you have a chalet to attend? Shit lor. Maybe I just pretend I wasn’t invited..? I don’t know. But I think I shouldn’t let the things around me affect my pace anymore.

… … …I think right now the most sensible thing to do, and proably the best, is to stop thinking about my mostrous competitors. I should just close my eyes, stud my ears and drive my bull strength all the way up the remaining flights of stairs. REALLY? REALLY? Yes that’s the way I’ll go.
加油咯！ x(^-^)x

Wah wah wah.. what attaching those ‘ahem’ scholars to YECs as part of their scholarship programme. My god, please mann. Me..? To work with some of the most disgusting people on earth? I’ll go crazy mann. And judging by their disgusting character–which I’ll leave it to your imagination cuz practically any negativities would’ve suit–I doubt they will even appreciate what we’re doing for them. Of course, my sentiments is not without the backing of some of the greatest experience in my life, well after all.. its an encounter with THE MOST disgusting people on earth. I’ll hope none of the YEC members will stumble across this entry. But that’s not to say I’m feel guilty, anyway. Okies la I’m not that unforgiving. Perhaps my perception will change through this interaction. Let’s just see. =D

These few days doing nothing at home just makes me feel out of the world. I’m just so not used to being a couch potato, no matter how much I’d been wishing I could be stuck to the TV 24/7 when piles of revision materials were stuck to me. Haiz what to do.. Sick. Can’t go anywhere. But I’m relieved I pushed myself somewhat to the extreme by going for a swim with bin (after the final paper) before the flu peaked, which it did right after the swim.. lol. Hmm but at least I exercised. =D

Remember Mr Tong speaking with such an assuring tone, that they are the most disgusting people on earth you can meet. You should’ve seen his expression when he went, “My god…” Just like a cheenaphobic.

These days there’s been a few strange people adding me in msn. Apparently their hotmail adds suggest their cheena identity. I mean, come on, you can’t really hide if you’re probably the most disgusting person on earth one can meet. I think I’m happy with my life now, so don’t try to pull me into your cheena social circle. For goodness sake I don’t even say “yo mama so fat…”

Went to the books warehouse sale with OKE weeks ago to stock up for post-As. I think it was good harvest. Got a cookery book, a travel guide, 4 novels, at only 31 bucks! Hah. I’m so glad to find another title by John Banville in that mess. YAY!

It’s one of those rare days that I took 53. Probably cos of the terrible flu and thus the yearn for a longer sleep on the bus. In any case, I was trying all means to avoid the awkward situation of bumping into yy. So I made an attempt to walk as slow I could so that she would overtake me on the pathway. Well she did. And perhaps it was a wrong decision to make cuz she walked as fast as a snail crawls. lol. I had no choice but to bypass her and say, ‘hi’. I have no idea what’s strong with her, or, what’s strong with me la. And I don’t blame these people for thinking I’m socially dysfunc. Maybe I really am.

Speaking of last morning, there’s a group of very early man in their working attire distributing mini bibles like those who do the usual tuition pamphlets. HMM.

Now you must be wondering why I’m suddenly blabbering so much of nonsense. Yup prelims’ over. I think I need some decent rest before making the final huddle. Way to go!!!

Before the evening’s appointment I dropped along the way at Raffles Place to pick up the complimentary “To Singapore With Love” from SYPA at Republic Plaza, 36th storey. The building is so majestic and visible yet I could circle half of Raffles Place to reach it when it’s only beside the MRT station. I seriously don’t understand why. And I also can’t understand why it’s lift must be so indirect when announcing the level, like “second storey” for “storey two”, as with “thirty-sixTH storey” and so on, which made me mistook the 2nd floor for the 7th!! In the end this ang moh came in at “second storey” where I was supposed to leave, pressed the ‘48′ button and I shot up again.. =X . Anyway the book’s worth a good 42 bucks! Mine for free! GleamZ

Dinner at ET’s place was simply undescribly awesome.. right!? Yah. Loads of thanks to Mr Tan and Victor for preparing such a sumptuous treat for all of us! Had a good chat.. you know like a typical westerner’s 3hr dinner=D When asked if we had enough to eat, I merely snickered cos I effectively took it as a joke.. haha. Hmm so how many rounds do I have to run in order to redeem myself?

Dinner’s menu (serves 7)
Starters:
Prawns
Smoked Salmon
Rye and French Bread (probably)

Main Course:
Sausages
12 amazingly huge and succulent chicken tighs
Mussels in white wine
Salad in intalian dressing

Desserts:
Tiramisu

Beverage:
White Wine
Lime

A sumptuous Mediterranean meal.

mussels in white wine…

…super big prawns with erm avocado+sumthn sauce

sausages!

hahaz.. uncooked vege.

That tiramisu to die for.. =X