It’s just me.

woke up super early today and left home with 2 black rings on my face.. just to meet jiajia to get those stupid posters. then went swimming at buena vista’s swimming complex n here’s nothing but the truth: it feels and looks more like a fish tank. hurhur once is enough.

retreated into essential brew for some after meal tea. chatted all that while in an attempt to pass time since heaven’s tears just couldn’t stop flowing.. for me i guess. and yes those poor tea leaves.. like milking a cow to its bones.

the old and feeble popo squatting there selling malt candy by the street 很可怜的 you know. so i had to buy myself a sweet treat. hope that could make her day easier =)

despite the rain that’s been deterring us from going all these while.. we still managed to land ourselves at the bus stop that’ll bring us to NUS, somehow, dunno how.

got soaked wet literally on the way to admin block. then was shoved to students’ affairs department. and then again to secretariat office. by the way i suspect i might have a certain resistance to large campuses. feels kind of pressurizing and sick.. and it wears my energy thin. perhaps its the lack of familiarity i guess.. k must have been shagged out by the day’s adventures.. and strenuous brain work.

dinner @ NUS for only 2 Dou Lers. thats certainly worth mentioning =)

ll: … normally i will have a big crying. but tears come out hardly in sg.
tl: maybe becus it’s more humid here tts why.

1st day. pardon me.. am too lost in my own world to pay attention. and that’s ernest by the way.

2nd day: lmao. we didn’t make a pact to come in the same dress code okies. hurhur.. what a couple. *shruggs
anyway can somebody tell me why i looked so gay. *shruggs x2

the 8 finalists are out. trust my judgement k, i’m sure we’ll be in for a great show on march 18th. tsk. ~ myshow07.blogspot.com
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回家的途中, 虽然天空下着绵绵细雨, 我还是做出了天底下最傻的事.

老天是想考验我吗。。
是想阻止我。。
是同情我。。
还是笑到哭。。

HAHA. today must be one of the most ridiculous days of my life; i became a judge!! what can be more amusing. lolz.

i really had no choice but to puff myself up in front of ernest–my other judging pal, lecturer at SOMA–mentioning i was a keyboardist. i feel so sorry k.. didn’t mean to lie. but but but my statement isn’t entirely out of this world becuz i really love the piano.. okies and i play it, though not well.

in any case.. i would just assume that my purpose there was to represent the ears of the general mass of rock lovers. erm..!?!? hurhur like i’m one myself. tried to seem as professional as i could.. of course, in terms of my dress sense and the kind of crap i comment.. well, if you consider ernest as a bench mark, then i’d certainly make the cut ba. i mean who can’t!? music is for everyone; so long as it sounds.. nice, and right, duh. 8 bands turned up today. there’ll be 12 more tomorrow. =)

i just did the silliest thing in the world this afternoon on my way home. and since it is.. i guess there’s no need for me to elaborate further.

no i’ll be fine. i mean i’ll be. =)

张震岳- 勇气

是彻底的。。。

我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为
你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为
我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为
我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为
我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

品冠 – 我以为

it’s the meeting again at the usual place. the spot, that moment in time, when i landed my feet in a marsh of mud because i’d been too busy sms-ing…

Anyway i wonder how it all happened but i got voted to be one of the judges at MS 07’s band audtion ( official webby @ myshow07.blogspot.com ). tsk. marcus, please don’t freak out if you see me accessing you. =)

… almost forgot about dinner. hurhur.. haha…

光良- 勇气

this yr’s cny is no different from the previous.. except that i spent it with only dar dar in mind. ah ma’s lor dih ka is still THE privileged delicacy to look forward to every year. oh ya uncle upgraded his karaoke system.. but not his vocals. Aish.. and then got forced to sing for him before–he claimed–he could go treat his surgical wound in peace–he just had an operation. Am still not done with homes visiting.. SIAN. anyway i don’t give a damn how many ang baos i collect cuz.. i just won’t bother.

Pillai ps me for relief duty so went swimming aka sun basking alone this morning. nope but i really worked myself out this trip =)
met some former students at the library this evening for some consultation. then there were those 2 st anthony’s girls who kept looking in my direction and giggling so often some distance away at the cafe. seriously have no idea why. suppose they took my radiant cheeks after the swim as blushing cuz that’s what i figure they were discussing about. but dar dar says its cuz i look dumb.. tsk.

also have no idea why but i headed to the park instead of turning towards home.. the more than half an hour’s walk, to find myself thinking about the same thing over and over. anyway it felt really good doing an impromptu stroll. hurhur.