It’s just me.

woke up ard noon today.. had lots of dreams. dunno why. perhaps bed’s too comfy le.. hah.

aish.. the thought of being confined this weekend makes me sick.. makes my flu seemingly worse.. .. i want my freedom! wanna get my guitar asap……..

haha this sounds so wrong.. but i really like my flu-ey voice when i’m down with a cold.. haha sounds so opaque^^ i just appreciate it whenever i’m down with a cold.. things around me become so peacful… except for the irritating coughs la of course..

bin jio swimming this friday and i can’t go! stupid imt…

adibb (pointing his finger at me all of a sudden) : eh you don’t act quiet la! i know you very noisy one. waad only..
me: huh!?
adibb (finger still pointing at me, getting more agitated) : don’t bluff! you don’t bluff!

talking about you, it brings back so much of fond memories.. the great times we shared of each other’s comapny.. the closeness now so distant.. why is it? can you tell me?

did the grenade live throw today. damn shiok. perfect attempt! hah almost la. faizal threw a blind.. so we had to hide behind our respective bays for 30 mins before that fat fat indian man in red swings along with the c-4 and detonates it -.o meanwhile sir khairul from p coy and i had a little talk cock.. about movies, hah and what not=) .. then suddenly the blast shook the whole bay.. wtf and it’s bloody deafening. hah so kewl..

gotta book in toml, unlike the other coys.. gotta prepare for this sunday’s live shoot which means no booking out over the weekend! aish..

share a song.. =)

绝世好男人 nice!

just be myself.. be judged for who i am.. be loved for who i truly am.

又来了。。 感冒，咳嗽，喉咙痛还有发烧。。

tmd.. only got to book out today. then there’s practically nothing scheduled for us the whole morning except area cleaning.. wth.

won’t be able to join them for movie AGAIN cuz gotta go swimming.. they just happen to favour morning showtimes so…

then wanna catch born into brothels but have to blow off the idea cuz it’s fucking only showing at cine europa vivo AT a bloody 0010 hr toml..

what a fucked up weekend.

anyway field camp was fun. double fun. triple fun! was down with fever and flu and sore throat right from the first day before setting out though.. but i still carried on with the 6km road march.. and those funny funny combat drills, constantly soaking up the super hot sun. hah was really no joke.. but firing blanks kept me happy, it kept me going =) also had lots of hilarious moments when people invented their own drills and then kena fucked.. like me. hurhur. thenn.. combat rations weren’t that bad, really. its like opening up prezzies every meal cus each of the packs is stuffed with a different menu. so exciting!

that fast, june holidays is here. can’t help but realise how much things have changed.. … … no there’s no point dwelling on the past. if this sentence would help at all.

in the end.. i accepted smu’s offer. hope it won’t be a mistake..

if i were blue, would u be there for me,
n whisper in my ear that it’s ok
would u stand by me, let me hold u tight,
n say u luv me one more time

if i feel good, would u slow dance with me,
n touch my lips with tender loving care
would u die for me, would u run with me,
n never look back..

would u be there to luv, to be with me
would u swear tt ur luv is always true
would u say tt u’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away

would u be there..

if i’m away, would u still think of me,
n wish tt u could hold me now
but would u die for me, would u run with me all the way

would u be there to save my soul tonight
would u swear that ur luv is always true
would u say tt u’ll always be there
to kiss my pain away

would u be there…

98 Degrees – I Do (Cherish You)

jialat.. smu bbm, nus archi, or ntu enviro eng?

didn’t realise chai yun was just a seat away until she sound me up. so chiao.. hahs she hasn’t changed a bit too. didn’t join her for the tour.. was more concerned with catching mum in time before she heads for pasir ris.. so i went home right away; the idea of returning from ntu sounds just so crazy la. to think i could allow myself to miss the tea recept!!.. which is the most important reason why i’m there today. aish.. nvm.

the previous week was kind of slack, lots of talks and external promotions.. next week’s field camp should be exciting =)

erm anyway tomorrow’s mother’s day. haven’t got anything in mind for mummy. not intending to either. don’t really believe in doing something extra for the day.. what, to commend her for slogging her life for me, or to show my love for her? guess it’s so redundant. there isn’t a need to.. always love her. mummy’s 24/7 filial boy… hah.

fuck.. daddy mummy sneakily got a super costly watch for me while i’m away. i hate it when they do this. at least seek my permission ma.. who heart pain in the end huhh huhh! but okies la.. it’s really handsome.. =D

will be having some learning journey crap at singapore discovery centre on monday morning so am spared booking in on sunday evening. gleeee.. really love viper’s bunch of sergeants and officers.. haha and csm too ^^

ehs.. sorry peeps for declining ur jios one after another. don’t really feel like hanging out this weekend. god knows what’s coming my way over the next week.. so i’d better keep myself ready. yupz instead.. oinked 12 hours till noon.. got to see dad for less than 10 mins before he left for work, also finally touched my piano!.. hah am currently working on a transcription.. =) nice nice.

.. you’re just like her..

booked out! ^^

fun fun fun… haha. bmt definitely kicked off with a good start. loads of hilarious happenings and many firsts. probably wouldn’t try to write a super long entry on those.. i had a great time there throwing grenades, stripping her, kena fucked.. =D

pes c bmt isn’t any different. i still earned my 6 pacs!..??? don’t ask me how i have no idea too. it just popped out like that.. wa. gonna train more from now.. =)

the thing i miss most is music la!! you know i almost died of cold turkey. like really. feels so emo without it.. then i will start singing to myself, and scare everyone away. ya

the one thing i cherish most.. is prolly lights out @ 2230!!.. time for myself to reflect, to wonder, to miss… =)

oh yea smu wants me leh! nothing to say, i’m just lucky. and ntu’s enviro eng tea reception.. damn la not on a weekday. nus’ been ignoring me……

erm for those who’ve been waiting for my msges.. really sorry cus my hp didn’t have a v long life so.. yah. ks shall stop here.. shagged le.

left ur left ur left right.. viper!.. ur left right.. platoon one! ur left right.. SSU!! lolz..