It’s just me.

there’s so much to say i don’t know where to start, or what to begin with. or perhaps i just shouldn’t even try.

anyway.. it’s a personal best today. =)

Yukari Katsuki [Little Bird]

caged birds accept each other but flight is what they long for
–Tennessee Williams

after that, my mood just plunged right down. its’ a suffocating experience. and there ahead, was a long day left. how did i manage, hah, seriously.. i don’t wish to think about it anymore. anyway i had doughnuts on the way home. much happier now. =)

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won’t be gone too long.. No

Where do I go
What do I do
I can’t deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You’ve broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone
I guess it’s time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can’t go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can’t go forward if my heart’s still where i’m coming from

Crying time is over
I know I can’t control her feelings
If she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man
and move on
Time to grow and move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before

Though you’ve gone and I’m here, alone
I guess it’s time to grow

it’s heartening to know after all this time that someone out there remembers, still care to save it up there just to text you a happy birthday this once every year, it could’ve been so easily forgotten. thanks lots to everyone for your wishes… and pressies! =)

rushed home after the pathetically long run at east coast and raced to catch the train in time for the play. great work. nice company.. awesome supper. thanks for the pleasant night. =)

happy b’day, my lovely home!~ ^^

stayed home all day.

feels good to know it’s a free day. no bothers. no troubles. no agenda. just me and time alone.. when i could afford the luxury to appreciate the passing breezes, letting it permeate through my skin and into deep within, telling a story redolent of some kind of quaint familiarity like a chapter in a dusty album of memories as if it’s really capable. it’s so rare nowadays for a moment like this to come by.

had dinner at bombay cafe. hah mum was game enough for the challenge. but i think our orders weren’t that bad though =) and its service.. rather thoughtful.

shopped around at PP thereafter and i almost got lost. haha. kinda silly.. but yea it almost happened.

think i’m supposed to turn in way before this hour but for some reason, i’m still here leh. lol. anyways hope some kind soul’d upload hatsu yuki no koi soon..! :/

will i ever get to see…

i wouldn’t have expected rq to be soooo nice. you know, he really was. maybe he is. the first miracle was that he agreed to let me book out early just so that i can make it in time for a concert. so i said 4.30pm. this morning i reminded him again, just in case he’d forgotten and his reply was one literally the work of god and luck and aliens and everything. “ok, you can leave at 12.” i was like, huh!?!? but of course i didn’t show it la.

just returned from corrinne may’s live at nus. erm.. wasn’t really as good as i’d expect but her beautiful voice kinda compensated for everything that i wasn’t quite into. haha that signature fly away just blew her off man. but i can sympathise with her.. it’s definitely not easy. sooo i guess i’ll spend a day with her at the zoo, like she wants it. try my best to make her feel as comfy and happy here =)

i’m such a sad person now cus she didn’t play my favourite track. =( was hoping that she’d do it during the encore but she just didn’t. nv’m i’ll just make do with this one: