It’s just me.

it’s just 11 more working days to ORD! *starts dancing*

.. which means i also have to start worrying about getting a job *stops dancing* fine i’m prolly the last person to mention anything about it on his blog but, economy is really bad. i can already feel how terrible it is just by imagining life in the next 4 months or so being jobless.

for a start, my applications for a relief teaching post are still pending replies. as for the photography intern’s job, well, it was confirmed like 3 months ago and anything could’ve happened during these 90 days. and finally i still have a backpacking trip to plan for, which will be very much subjected to the restrictions of future job commitments, if any. I just hate this state of uncertainty i’m facing right now, though i’m really excited about closing the ns chapter. i don’t know if it’s fear or that i’m just having too high an expectation. Anyway the thought of having to ‘market’ myself is making me really queasy. lol, i may just be too pampered — and i think i’m, totally — but this idea of selling one’s services, so to speak, is like, losing all my dignity.. um. i think my princples and ideals are a bit skewed.

.. does that make me a little french, though? ok this is random.

“I am writing to let you know that one of your photos with a Creative Commons license has been short-listed for inclusion in the seventh edition of our Schmap Paris Guide, to be published late April 2009.”

it’s not a dream!

for a while i thot i’ve forgotten. did i really? or have i just chosen to neglect? sometimes, i think it’s really beyond my ability to control. i’t’s like, a natural course to get on with life. and when you’re so consumed with the present, things from the past, the passion, that enthusiasm for the wisdom of knowledge are left behind. it’s a pity.

i’m glad i got to watch that documentary. sort of rekindled that lost spirit. cus i feel that, being bestowed with knowledge, it inherently carries with it a certain responisibilty on the individual to do something, be it being a pro-activisit, or to constitute change. if not i’ll just be like every other ignorant fool.

flow. For Love Of Water

Finally I could break the formidable barrier of laziness in me, partly thanks to jonathan who got the tickets. else i wun have attended mélanie pain’s concert tonight. it’s a really intimate space with a great show going on! after the show i’s rushing out to see if i could grab any remaining copies of her album but it was sold out.. -.-

here’s a nice song to share by belle epoque