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it’s just 11 more working days to ORD! *starts dancing*
.. which means i also have to start worrying about getting a job *stops dancing* fine i’m prolly the last person to mention anything about it on his blog but, economy is really bad. i can already feel how terrible it is just by imagining life in the next 4 months or so being jobless.
for a start, my applications for a relief teaching post are still pending replies. as for the photography intern’s job, well, it was confirmed like 3 months ago and anything could’ve happened during these 90 days. and finally i still have a backpacking trip to plan for, which will be very much subjected to the restrictions of future job commitments, if any. I just hate this state of uncertainty i’m facing right now, though i’m really excited about closing the ns chapter. i don’t know if it’s fear or that i’m just having too high an expectation. Anyway the thought of having to ‘market’ myself is making me really queasy. lol, i may just be too pampered — and i think i’m, totally — but this idea of selling one’s services, so to speak, is like, losing all my dignity.. um. i think my princples and ideals are a bit skewed.
.. does that make me a little french, though? ok this is random.
